I can’t believe I did this.
Idolatry of words. Idolatry of what words like “witch” and “wiccan” and all that mean.
I’m really stupid. But I try really hard to be “smart.” That is, I try really hard to make myself aware of how things came to be. I can’t ’splain it well, though. I’m not very good at describing things like that, which frustrates me.
Although I do wonder: does “idolatry” apply outside of the Christian framework? Is there such a thing as “idolatry” in the Wiccan world or the UU world or humanist world? Is that even possible?
I don’t know what to do now though. I don’t know what to do to put things to rights.
Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa. Kyrie, eleision. Kyrie, eleision. Eleision, eleision.
(I really like Greek as a liturgical language; it’s so musical.)
I have to figure something out. I guess for the moment let this stand as a reminder to myself how very stupid I can be. And a public witness to my own stupidity.
I’m seriously quite mortified.
I hate it when I make stupid mistakes like this. I really do.